My exams starting tomorrow and I'm really nervous right now! The whole last holiday and the days for that I studied as much as I could but it still feels like not enough. Yesterday I dreamed that I forgotten my exams and I remebered it again when it was like 08.30 pm and at that time it was much to late. I was really scared when I woked up but the problem is I still can't really imagine that its really gonna happen! that I after 5 years really gonna do exams! I'm really nervous!!!
I'm expecially scared for english (as you can see, my english sucks ) my german (I'm not bad at that but didn't have like 1 good lesson for the last 2 years) and economics (I do suck in that but now know the math parts now just the other part >< ) I'm gonna update this journal everyday to tell you how my exam has been. starting with:

monday 19 may (dutch) 13.30- 16.30
when I woke up this morning I was very tired! after that I eat something and showerd. after that I just got really sick about my hair and dicided to grap my sicsor! and cut some hair at the front of. after all I though maybe it was a better idea to go to a real haircutter. but it doesn't look that bad after all and I really got much compliments about it they all say I look so cute and like and angel as if...

picture of me with new hair...
when I walked in the exam room I turned my back and went straight back untill my friend hold me and pulled me back again. then I made it and it was quite easy as I thought. I really liked the stories we had to read. and it really felt good. but when I was back at home and saw the answers on internet I paniced I didn't exactely know what I answered but I complitely stressed out. so I just stopped and didn't look further. I will see it when I get my note I guess..

now studying for tomorrow history.

tuesday 20 may (history) 9.00-12.00