Oke this time I´f really done it...
I´m not allowd to talk for 1 week! 1 whole fucking week people!
for those who know me, they know I talk alot!
so its my 3rd day now and I´m doing quite oke I guess
I only said 1 thing loud to my sister in law but nothing came out so it doesnt matter.
oh why I can´t speak is because I lost my voice 2 times in 3 weeks and the doctor ask me what kind of thing I tried to affoid my illnes (I'm a little sick for 3 weeks but just went on...) and I told her I did honey in my tea with herbals(herbals that help your throat) I eat sugarfree candy's that are good, I drink lot of water, I use sirop, I even use my astma discus! but nothing helps! so my doctor wouldnt give my antibiotic so now I'm not allowd to speak fot a week.
and that quite something for me
but I just go allong with it
just 4 more days and see if my voice is back to normal again.
for now its really not!
but I also can come if I get the fever... I hope not!
but I really dont feel well...
so everything sucks XD
because I don't feel well I don't want to do any homework so that sucks to and I really miss a lot of things at school although I'm trying to be attend sometimes I just cant!

well thats all... its another disaster in my live and I'm dealing with it as good as I can...

something happy to end with:
I've got a new camera its a canon eos 500D with a objectiv 18-200!!! wieeh I really love it!
at first I hated such camera's because I didn't think they where like diffirent from the compact camera's.
but I tried some camera's of my friends and I noticed you can do lot more things on it and I just wanted one. I saved all my money upp to buy one and now I have one.
and I really want to go on with photograpics! I really do!! I love it so much more than painting

so thats all for now... now I'm gonna take pictures of my little models ^^
the little kitty's of my sister in law *awwwww!!!*